Life has this mindblowing ability to spring surprises at u at the most unexpected un wanted moments. Pathetic timing. Coping becomes impossible. I made plans. No more plans anymore. reached a phase where I dont even know what i want. sick n tired.... hopeless.... helpless.... I dont feel like i belong anywhere..... orphaned....metaphorically speaking..... its like being asked to find my way out of a forest that iv never been to blindfolded.......
My hands reach out to grab something as the sinister waves pull me in.... I find nothing..... maybe it was the choices i made ...... maybe it was the choices i dint make.....
Life sucks.
It really does.
Atleast right now.
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and now it doesnt....because i choose to make it better....myself.
ReplyDeleteand I like ur comment more than the post cuz it's so optimistic. :) All the best with ur exams!! :)
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